THAT DAY
This is the first photograph I saw of Trey. It didn't make much sense to me. I couldn't see him. Just a profile of his little head. For two months I avoided the photograph. I couldn't get attached to it if it wasn't our baby. It was scanned and sitting on my desktop as "Trey's Ultrasound". I didn't want anything to do with it. If I started at it too much, I would want it too much. And if I wanted it too much, I wouldn't get very far if this was not our baby. Looking back, I treasure that photograph. It was the first one I laid eyes on of his face. The first time I saw him. I will treasure that day and that photograph for all my life.